Hello My Friends,
I have a question for you.
I usually keep myself in a higher range of vibration, however in the past couple of days I have many weird things happening to me. Trust me I know that I somehow brought this in but why did I. Is the planet going through another turbulent energy surge?
I somehow manifested 2 people in the same day attack me for no apparent reason.
1) One was on you tube and they complained that what was coming out of my mouth was garbled and maybe I should stop shoving candy in it. ;-) I don’t eat candy so it was a direct slam on my weight.
2) The other was someone came into my healing website and started a blog yelling things like, well here is what she said, I am taking her name off because I do not want her to feel bad someday that she did this: (remember she came to me on her own, just to post this crap) She is in blue type
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Im a healer myself. And very advanced. I DONT WANT ANY HEALING AND DONT MEDITATE ON ME. RESPECT MY LIMITS.
I OWN MY OWN BODY. IM THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE INSIDE MY OWN BODYS.
IM I MAKING MYSELF CLEAR.
I was so strong that everybody ourond me thought that I was evil.
EVIL.
What a joke.
I got strong because EVERYBODY OUROND ME DONE EVERYTHING THEY CAN TO DESTROY AND MURDER ME WITH HEALING, BLACK TANTRAS. STRIPPING MY FEET CHACKRAS, MIXING OUROND IN MY EARLIER LIFE TRAYING TO HEAL MY KARMA. AND DONE EVERYTHING THEY COULED TO MAKE MY LIFE TO A HELL AS POSIBAL 24 OURS A DAY.
I HAVE NOT MEET A HEALER FOR MANY YEARS THATS NOT AFTER MURDERING ME IN DIFFRENT WAYS.
THEN I WAS A CHILD I GOT RAIPED OF A PEDOFILE, THEN I WAS 17 I GOT RAIPED AND TURTURED OF MY EXBOYFRIND, THEN I WAS LIVING IN GREEK A WOMEN TRAYED TO SEL MY BODY AND TRAYED TO MURDER ME EVEN THE POLIS HEARTED ME. AND THEN I WAS 29 SOMEBODY TRAYED TO MURDER ME AGEN. AND THEN I WAS 29 A REMOTE VIOWER DESTROYED MY LIFE AND FUCKED UP MY LIFE BECAUSE HE WANTED TO ABJUSE ME SEXUAL. AND THEN I WAS 30 A INDIAN YOGI CALED SUSHANT CALED ME AND SAD I WAS THE DEVIL. AND ARE DOING BLACKTANTRA EVERYDAY TO DESTROY ME AND MURDER ME. AND HE ALSO DONE STALKING AND TERNED EVERYBODY AGENST ME. TELLING PEOPLE LAYES THAT HE WANTS TO HEAL THE HOLE EARTH AND SPECALY PEOPLE THAT GOT RAIPED.
WELL THE ONLY THING HEALERS DONE FOR ME IS.
RAIPING MY INNER FAMILY,
RAIPING AL MY CHACKRAS AND BODYS,
SITTING ON MY HEAD AND AL MY BODYS AND CHACKRAS AND SUCKING ME OUT OF AL LIFE ENERGY AND KNOWLEAGE FROM MY HOLE ENERGYSYSTEM AND BODYS.
FUCKING UP MY LIFE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
MIXING THERE ENERGYS INSIDE MY SO ITS ONLY THERE OWN ENERGYS INSIDE ME AND NOTHING LEFT ON MY OWN ENERGY.
TRAYING TO MISSLED ME IN TO THERE OWN DARK ANGELS
GIVING MY POWER TO DARK FORSES.
MAKING BIGG BIGG BIGG BIGG BLACK HOLES EVERYVERE INSIDE ME. AND PRESSING BACH ENERGYS AND SO ON IN TO MY HOLE ME.
TRAYING TO OWN MY BODY.
THINKING THEY OWN MY BODY AND SOUL AND DOING THERE BEST TO MAKE ME A SLAVE AND MAKING MY LIFE TO A HELL.
SO WAY IM I HERE. YOU THINK BECUASE OF MY BAD EXPERIENSE OF PEOPLE.
WELL ITS TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT NOBODY WHO ARE TERORISING ME ARE HELPING ANYBODY AND DEFANTLY NOT THE EARTH.
IM THE VICTUM. AND IF YOU WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE AND HELP PEOPLE AND EARTH. THEN TERORISE THE PEOPLE WHO DID THE CRIMES NOT THE VICTUM.
YOU NOT GONA GET ANYWERE WITH TERORISING ME. NOWERE. AL OF THIS PEOPLE DIGGING THERE OWN GRAVES.
WAY DAS PEOPLE HERE DONT WANT PEOPLE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THERE OWN DARKNES AND BAD KARMA.
WAY IS EVERYBODY PROTECTING AL THIS CRIMINALS AND RAIPE MANS. AND EVEN RAIPING ME AGEN AGEN AGEN AGEN TO PTOTECT THE CRIMINALS AND RAIPE MAN WHO DID THE CRIMES AGENST ME.
WAY IS EVERYBODY TERORISING ME AND DESTROYNING EVERYTHING INSIDE ME IN AL MY LIFES.
DO YOU SERIOSLY THINK YOU GONA GET AWAY WITH IT. DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HIDE FROM YOURSELF. DO YOU THINK ITS NOT GONA COME BACK TO YOURSELF.
AL OF YOU CAN BLOW YOURSELF UP FROM MY ENERGYS. BUT YOU CAN NOT HIDE FROM YOURSELF AND THE EXTREMLY BAD KARMA AL OF YOU CREATING FOR YOURSELF.
ITS SO SAD TO SE PEOPLE DIDDING THERE OWN GRAVES AND DESTROYING THERE OWN ACCENTIONS. BECAUSE THATS WHAT AL OF THIS PEOPLE DO.
AND AS MORE PEOPLE WHO FUCKING UP MY ENERGY SYSTEM AS HARDER IT GONA BE FOR EVERYBODY TO ACEND.
I DONT WANT ANY HEALING ORE PEOPLE WHO MEDITATES ON ME I HAD ENOTH OF PEOPLE FUCKING UP MY LIFE AND CHACKRAS BODYS AS IT IS.
WAY ARE YOU TRAYING TO MURDER ME. WAY ARE YOU MURDERING ME WITH YOUR SICK ETERATAXT.
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My comment back:
This is a self help site using EFT to heal yourself, why are you here?
I really do not like the negative rampage you just did. I feel bad for you that you have had traumas but so has most of the people on this site and they are taking out all this negative emotions that you have just displayed for all to see.
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So this is so strange, I mean why did she bother to join a healing site just to yell about others hurting her through trying to help her? What is the purpose? I do not know her, have never tried to help her and would never try to help someone that is not asking for it. Yes I did ban her from my site.
3) Ok lets now set this aside and go on to weird things happening the last 2 days. Someone on my healing site sent me a return message in caps to take her off my list. I of course did, but she could have done this herself all emails have a spot on the bottom when you can opt out of emails from either the whole site or the person that sent the email.
4) Phone went out several times
5) Internet went out several times
6) TV went out (actually I would love for the TV to go out and stay out ;-)
7) I chipped my favorite pitcher
8) I chipped a plate
9) I had some frozen raspberries thawing out in the refrigerator and the bag broke making a mess.
10) I had 2 minor personal accidents.
11) I burnt a pan
12) I made a Clutter Video Part 1 and part 2 turned out dark and red. Only part 1 will load up on my site.
13) I made New Clutter video Part 1 and 2 and only the part one will load up on my site.
14) My Ex-husband (of which we are in the process of getting back together) Yelled at me because the phone was out. I came close to telling him to leave……He apologized later.
15) As I know that TV is a huge negative force and my Ex-husband is a TV addict if he is in the house the TV is on and I am getting stressed out over this. Talking to him does not work so I may have to give him up. I love him but cannot live this way much longer. This thought has been predominate the last 2 days.
16) My car is a Land Rover and the nearest service to get anything fixed is 81 miles away, one way. Well it had a recall and before they worked on it, it was running perfect, now it has to go back because they did something wrong. ;-( .
I know there is more buts it’s all I can think of right now.
So why am I all of a sudden pulling this stuff in? I really understand how important it is to keep your vibration up so as not to pull in the negative.
I also as an EFT’er know that I need to tap on these weird things and see what comes up, but I even have resistance to this.
So my dear friends what is going on, am I working so hard on moving forward that I have hit a huge block?
Have I manifested this to teach me something?
Of course if 1 was one of my clients I would start tapping on it right away and see what comes up. However I think it’s something that I need to experience and see what’s the cause.
I can’t wait to hear your insights.
I Love You
Marlene
